| too happi to tink of |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|09:14 am] |
long long time didnt touch this thing here.......... long time no updates........ juz came here and tell every1 i got my marksman as a saw gunner for ATP.... so wonderful... and nv lease.... my onli baby in this world.... is melissa lim xue ting.... my onli baby... the onli person tat is placed in my heart and mind.... no1 can replace her.... i love u melly..... togetherness is power.... muackz |
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| NICE NICE NICE |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|12:04 am] |
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well...todae is a wonderful dae....went out wif tingting...so wonderful...although todae we do not noe where to go...but still... we enjoyed ourselves...dun believe mi? ask my ting ting lor.... guarentee she happi de.... did sum funny things... as usual la wif mi this kinda guy ard...hahaha....tingting claims todae alot of galz see mi... dunno la...she is juz so cute...hahah.... but my temp scar on my face realli attract alot of attention from the crowd...veri paiseh...but nvm... got tingting...i fear notin...almost notin... i love my tingting... she's calling mi to sleep le... will update asap..... |
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| hai |
[Oct. 22nd, 2005|09:28 am] |
dear... i realli hope u wun becouz of this will break up... i mean i realli didnt meant a immediate change from u...maybe like my dad sae is correct...the way i express out...but seriously i realli hav no intention... maybe im juz a failure tat fails to make u happi and instead makes u hate mi mor...im such a loser...sorri to screw ur life up....i apologise.... |
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| even i myself dun even noe... |
[Oct. 22nd, 2005|12:50 am] |
well... veri boring weeks hav past and finally i begin to see a 2nd yr soldier in mi soon...but sumtinks seems goin veri badly these few weeks or daez... haiz... i had no intention on sumtink but yet others thought tat im tryin to bring up sumtink... i seriously dunno y... and i forgot to put camo cream in my S.O.P box and almost got myself 2 extra duties but thanx to plt sgt's mood....he was in a gd mood and he gav mi chance to go up bunk and take the camo cream as i told him i left it upstairs in bunk...he sae fine...if i can find 2 tubes for him...no extras given...luckily not given...
gf hp and mp3 player stolen... was stunted when heard the news.. i wanna do sumtink about it but i cant...i tried calm my dear dear off...she did calm down...but todae i was screwed till i cant recognise anithing tats near mi...quite stunt at this point of time...she tinks i wan a immediate change in her...to be happi la...but i realli didnt meant tat...juz realli hope her to get well and stuffs... welll.... maybe the way i express gave wrong signals? me not sure either...haiz... i realli hope after sum setbacks she realli can be back to herself again... i dun blame her as in there's no1's fault over here.... realli worrying for her... i realli wish i could help...but i tink i worsen the matter...im sorri dear... |
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| Things aren't smooth all times...Sorry Dear |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|11:08 am] |
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| | Strike911 - Solid Snake 21st Century Soldier ( MGS ) | ] |
seriously, i dunno wats goin on wif mi these few daez...1stly i got myself in deep shit on wed for bringing hp to lecture hopin to receive a msg in the morning from my dear melly...but things aren't so smooth...after lecture got a surprise spot check for who's bringing hp wif them...so i admit myself...platoon sgt asked y i brought down i juz sae im waiting for my gf's sms...the whole platoon mocked mi silently...but im proud to sae tat im realli waiting for melly's reply...so for this the punishment was confisicate handphones...i asked whether can i hav my sim card back...luckily platoon sgt sae can...if not i realli dunno how 2 comms wif Dear.
borrowed taichi's hp... and had alot of shits in the afternoon...no admin resting time....then until night...we got a surprise nights off...but due to the lack of comms becouz of restriction of fone batts and stuffs... so i thought dear went to gym for weight lifting...so i decided not to go nights off and played soccer wif my company...
after soccer...i went back bunk...so as in being honest i told Dear tat i didnt go for nights off... she was veri disapointed...and its realli a miscomms i realli admit...but still my fault...its realli my fault...i didnt blame her for being sad or flaring up.
then on thursdae mainly on outfield stuffs...i noe tat when i call melly then we played the dun wan mi or sum shitty typical lovers played wif nonsense...sounds fun but im affected by tat...i suddenly went moodless and thought tat she realli doesn't wans mi animor. then at night 1900 standby area...thought tat can book out by 1930...didnt expect they conduct a standby for the loss of jason's 11B...then thanx to jage or shiwei the 11B was founded behind the poster at his cupboard...he looked quite sad...but at least he's happi becouz after all 11B is a veri important item for NS men...then i called melly twice trying luck to hope i can get her to the fone...but it didnt...so i send a sms to her...but didnt tell her i will be bookin out late...so standbys' is being done for a veri long time...until we were told tat we can book out by 2100 by platoon sgt...all were so happi and im excited hoping i still can meet dear...but she's drench while waiting for mi... i tink i realli make her real real sad and disapointed this time...i try to tell her about the camp's delay timing...but she's realli too upset to rise the matter...so sad till my presence doesn't even helps...
i seriously dunno wats wrong wif the things ard mi...haiz...juz wait and see....hope tat i can do sumtink to stop this shits happening |
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| sum info |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|01:55 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All | ] |
Every1 who is lookin at this section... juz wanna let u guyz noe.........I REALLI LOVE MELISSA.... Gonna make her my wife.... |
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| why? |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|01:42 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Craig David - Don't Love You No More( I'm Sorry ) | ] |
why am i such a loser? i wanna make peace wif my gf...yet i worsen the stuffs..haiz...now she is veri veri veri veri veri angry le.... i hope tml my mini plan helps to brighten her remaining half of her dae... y men like to deny...seriously wat she sae was rite...then i realise i always deny 1st then tell the truth...maybe im juz a man...duh.... haiz...y like tat....i realli muz change ah....veri bad lehz like tat...after all she is right la....she's gd and sweet isnt it? hehe... |
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| Juz wanna sae out everything in my heart |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|11:36 pm] |
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| | Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me | ] |
its been a few thousands and thousands of mins i update my blog... haiz...juz feel sad....felt im like a sandbag...i dunno y....im always the source for both my gf and my mum vent anger on....for sum minor prob...well....see it hate mi...or see it and learn from mistake...up to u guyz....
i feel tat sum point im not like a man.... ppl screw u up like nobody's business...yet i can keep quiet and claim the prob lies on mi...im not saeing im mr niceguy... but i raelli dunno y... alot of things i dare not do...and sumtimes i juz wanna do it...can every1 plz let mi do wat i wanna do like helping my cousins? i raelli tink my mum is like those awaiting for revenge to seek sort...tats y she wun allow mi to do it..so wat my aunts make empty promises like taking care of mi when im in my early pri sch yrs? ppl can sae it for the sake of saeing...y bother to remember such things to make u hate the rest whu promise u in the past? seriously i dunno y too....
todae my gf called... i noe she's bored and need my voice to accompany her for the short period of waiting time for her cca to start... but... my headache realli kills mi b4 i left house... i dunno y she juz tink tat i dun feel like tokin 2 her...seriously...i realli dunno also...i tink most of the times im like dunno wats goin on ard mi and these things does affect mi but juz dunno where the start of the prob came from...actually...i dun blame my gf for tat...but i noe she wun believe de... but nvm... love a person the way she is...tats mi...
todae i almost end a dae wif a quarrel wif mum, thanx to the handphone she purchase...as in if u wanna mor about the functions of the phone u try urself to make sure u r comfortable wif it ma...then i tell her if she wanna noe mor go try herself...she expects mi to find where the players tat the handphone provides in the menu...i mean...if u understand english...u can find at least rite...dun u hav to sae things like, "call u to come its becouz need ur help...then u dun wanna help wat for u come?" if the phone is for mi i seriously dun mind to try... i tink i might eve hug the phone and refuse to let go too.... well... juz be it...its my mum...
Although i carry out sum points tat i dun realli like...but
melly - i love u becouz u r like tat... but i hope u will be aware tat sumtimes ur words can hurt mi deeply
as for Mum
mum - mum, u r no longer young animor...be mor mature in sum ways ok?
I love melissa wif my whole heart and treat her wif full respect and will take all responsibilities for her everything...esp safety
Mum, thanx for bringing mi up to a man...thanx for the yrs tat u brought mi up...ur hardwork will pay off sum dae...i will take care of u...
As for the last man of the DAy... my dad...erm...Dad... i love u...not becouz u hav money for mi...its becouz u too play a part in bringing mi up...i appreciate wat u hav done...thank u
To all i thank u for everything...Melissa aka Melly so wonderful in my heart
Mum is a role model
Dad is cool...tats where my char came from too...in sum ways im similiar to my dad |
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| dunno dunno |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|12:45 am] |
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i dunno y recently quarrels is like flying in into our relationship...i realli dunno y....these few weeks quite suey for mi....i dunno wat happen but i dunno.......i juz wan 2 sleep gd night.... |
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| win win win |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|10:38 pm] |
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i dun wanna lose animor..........Lets go out there and WIN WIF FAITH in GOD.................LETS GO AND WIN.......... |
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